I don't understand and this guy is constantly touching me my knee is constantly rubbing my knee and it's getting so uncomfortable and I heard that this is just an online thing it's not even on television I want to leave to be honest I want to leave I want to go home back into my bed and hide and I will never want to come out and I want to cry until the whole bed is wet and I feel like I'm swimming und ich denke, dass ich schwimme.